Today WORST+SUcKS+FUCK+ASS what feeling is it?? ignore my rude

FROm yesterday onward my feeling start to become terrible


everything not in the plan

everything suck"SSSSSSS happen

SUck not because cannot go morib is because many things goes wrong


nothing much to drop by


just to say Today is a Fucking day


RUDE POST- IGNORE IT just to express
kids below 18 pls leave this post

Brothership??BrotherSHIT??

i didnt sleep at all tonight

because i had sleep from 8pm to 12pm!!!so i cant even sleep until now, i bet my lao poh sure gam me again haha, sorry for leaving u alone for 4 hours

i'm going for jogging later ,but my piggy mum still sleeping lolx, waiting her to wake up

from the title i guess most probably most of the people know whats wrong

i'm really fed up currently with my so call brothership friend

nothing much to explain, to say, to complain

Just to tell u I'm giving up U




Fine actually i dont wish to say about that

but just to express out

is there anyone can accompany always other than my lao poh??(preferable : MALE) haha

i'm not gay, just to wish to have some crazy momment with friends

I had just finished my exam, haha i wonder how many subject i will failed??

two or three??lolx my gf said to me can reseat the paper 6 times , then i think again how mnay times i need to reseat??i hate accounting and mathemathic, i dont liek those so call "die" concept
i prefer something creativity, logical, and mind squeezing subject which can give out own idea and concept to show own personality



Sam Break~~


my holiday starts ......

luckily i planned my holiday nicely

i will be heading to genting, morib, seremban "the farm"


haha actually my dad willing to bring me oversea but my schedule is full
looking forward my holiday plan

YOU ARE MEANT TO ME

BEFORE STARTING THIS POST

I WISH TO SAY

I LOVE U THE MOST

TO MY LOVER....MISS TIAN SHING YI



to be continued


heading to bed.....

你的牺牲，我的感动

好久，

好久，

没回到这里。。。。。。


这个星期，发生了许多事。。多得让我差点忘了自己是谁了。。。也让我体会到了酸甜苦辣。。。人间温寒。。。。。


前几天。。。。跟平常一样上完课了就回到家休息。。。为了健康，我和大老婆就在家自己煮东西吃。。。煮好了之后我们便一边看戏一边吃着。。。有一种不能形容的幸福。。。

之后我玩电脑而她呢在做功课。。。。。到了睡觉时间我们oioi了。。。突然晚上，我非常不舒服，感觉好像在北极一般冷，头像给一百只大象来来回回踩过。。。。我忍到不能忍时只好叫醒大老婆， 因为我已经完全无力了。。。。她起来安慰我，还帮我弄了一杯热milo，拿了panadol给我吃。。。。她动了动我的头。。。。顿时给我一种非常体贴的感觉非常舒服，我真想把她的手放着我的头久一些。。。她看着我担心的说你发烧了。。。。。她也赶快拿了湿毛巾给我放上。。。接着我也睡着了。。。


第二天，我的头还是一样痛。。。没法子了。。。一定要看医生了。。。一大早，我们便到附近的诊疗所。。。医生告诉我这可能是H1N1。。。顿时吓了我一跳。。。。我也不觉得出奇，因为我住的地方是黑区。。。医生也不敢靠近我。。。顿时我觉得我好像bio hazard ，resident evil(生化危机）里面那些受感染的人也不敢接近任何人。。医生也开了三天假给我在家自己观察。。。此后我也打电话回家告诉家人。。。。


回到家还是一样。。。这里不舒服那里不舒服。。。。眼看就快“变种”了。。。哈哈
服了药，我也就休息了。。
中午爸妈来了。。。。但是感觉很怪。。。。他们好像很怕我。。。心里有一点酸。。。但是他们是对的。。。他们都有年龄了不应该接近我以免染上。。。


妈看不惯我的房间。。。。帮我打扫了许多

爸呢则坐在客厅看报纸


接近黄昏了，妈为我们煮了粥，我们吃得津津有味。。。服了药我又再休息了。。。


其实当中我需要补充的一件事，非常让我感动万分。。。那就是我的大老婆。。。

她没有让我感觉不自在，没让我感觉被隔离。。。按时喂我吃药，观察我。。

晚上时还不介意睡在我的旁边。。。。还有一件事。。。凌晨我必须吃药，她也为了我起来，弄了一杯热呼呼的milo给我充肚以便可以吃药。。。当时那杯milo是我一生人觉得最好喝的。。。我大口大口的喝。。。。


隔天早上我发冷，骨头里发冷那种。。。。即使盖了被关了风扇还是一样冷。。。没办法只好忍着，想着就快可以回我真正的家了。。


10点。。。我妈打来，慰问我怎样了。。。然后告诉我如果还没退烧或情况依旧就呆在那里暂时不回去，以免传染给其他人。。。。晴天霹雳。。。顿时我呆了。。。没法子。。。只好咬紧牙根告诉自己一定要好起来。。。


中午我爸妈又来了。。。其实他们很关心我。。。。

我没去上课，朋友打了电话来。。。。说他也生病，问了一些东西。。。

过后我妈送我大老婆去上课。。。

我的情况也好了。。。证实我不是H1N1因为烧退了没在来。。。

妈也让我回家了。。。我也开心地收拾行李。。。。



这几天我非常感谢我的爸妈还有我的大老婆

谢谢你们的照顾我才这样快好起来。。。

MY COLLEGE LIFE

ACTUALLY I DO LIKE MY COLLEGE LIFE

BUT SOMETHIGN MAKES ME FEEL VERY WEIRD THAT Y DID MY HONEY SAID I DONT LIKE?


HAHA TELL U GUYS SOMETHIGN ABOUT MY COLLEGE

MY COLLEGE IS ESTABLISHED BY MCA


IT THE WELL KNOWN COLLEGE "TAR COLLEGE"

SO I'M ONE OF THE "TARCIAN"LOL

MY COLLEGE IS CONSIDERED BIG FOR ME AS COMPARED TO MY SECONDARY SCHOOL N THOSE COLLEGE LIKE TAYLOR AND INTI

ITS TIRING WHEN IT CAME TO CHANGING CLASS,HALL


WE HAVE TO MOVE FROM NOTRH TO SOUTH EAST TO WEST


WALK TILL MY LEG SO "SOUR" AND SWEAT A LOT BECAUSE ITS SUNNY


SO TO SOLVE THE PROBLEM I SUGGEST MYSELF TO APPLY PARKING LOT IN MY COLLEGE


AFTER I APPLYING ALL THOSE THING, I JUST GET TO KNOW I'M ON THE NUMBER 2176 PPL WHO ARE APPLYING FOR THE PARKING LOT....ITS IN THE WAITING LIST


WTF!!!....NO2176 I WONDERING MY COLLEGE DO HAVE SO MANY CAR PARK??

I THINK I COUNT IN MY MIND MOSTLY GOT ONE THOUSANDS ONLY


I THINK I'M GONNA WALK FOR WHOLE YEAR

OTHER THAN THAT, WE GOT BIG LECTURER HALL, BIG LIBRARY, EVERYTHING BIG....EVEN THE SWIMMING POOL...MAYBE BECAUSE ITS TOO MANY TARCIANS HERE


AS COMPARED TO OTHER COLLEGE, MY COLLEGE IS MORE CONCERNED ON CO-CURICULUM...HURRAY!!!!I LIKED CO_CURICULUM


SO I DECIDED TO JOIN UP "GYM WORK-OUT" SOCIETY ...HOPE THAT IT CAN BUILD UP MY BODY ....HEHE LAO POH C I SO GOOD


FOR MY ACCONDOMATION: I STAY AT MELATI UTAMA PV3

ITS A NICE CONDO , MOST OF THE RESIDENT IS CHINESE STUDENTS

THE CONDO IS CLEAN, PRETTY CLASS , SAFETY, N "EXPENSIVE"

MY ROOM IS DAMN HOT...I SO WISH THERE WAS A AIR COND THERE BUT MY FATHER DONT ALLOW


ACTUALLY I HAVENT STARTED MY REAL TUTORIAL CLASS BUT JUST LECTURER

THE COLLEGE COMBINED FEW COURSE TOGETHER TO HAVE LECTURER CLASS

WE ARE SITTED IN AN HALL WHICH HAS APPROX 400 SEATS WHICH AIR CONDITIONAL, NICE SOUND SYSTEM, AND SOUND PROOF WALL..

FOR TUTORIAL CLASS JUST HAS 20 PPL ONLY SO WE ARE DEVIDED INTO TWO GROUPS AS MY COURSE HAD JUST ONLY 40+ STUDENTS

APOLOGIZE TO MY DEAREST PIGGY

VERY SORRY TO MY DEAR PIGGY

I WONT ABLE TO "RENOVATE" YOUR BLOG AS WHAT YOU WANT

BECAUSE I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT IS THE FORMAT FACEBOOK USING

BUT I WILL TRY TO LEARN IT OUT MYSELF WHEN I FREE


I THINK U WILL GIVE ME SOEMTIME RIGHT??

my car BumpEr Spoiled

Today is friday

i went tea with my friends at bukit tinggi

so after the tea i fetch my friend back

i think of my gf

suddenly feel like buyign her favourite fried chicken n shiu mai

but i passed the stall

so i turn into a housing area to make a u turn

and then i called her to ask whether she want eat or not

but i had called her more than thousands times

this is her habit( not listening my phone, wont listen my phone when parents around, feel like my phone is not important)

so as usual she didnt pick up so i move my car while calling for a hope that she will answer


suddenly clerk~~~~~~~~ a sound transmitted into my ear

omg, thats not a road, its a devided i drive across the devided n my bumper of my car drop off

i get insane because i very care of my car

i very angry


then i try to fix it up, try to hide it from ym parents

i will bring the car to factory tomorrow to repair it


i lost my bumper because of a shiu mai n fried chicken


haihz very upset

hopefully my car got nothing else got damaged

歌词代表我的心情。。。。我的意义。。。。。

坚持到底

在水里 在火里我的爱不偏不倚就算时光倒回去我也追到石器世纪在风里 在雨里你的雨伞吹翻过去我绝对毫不犹豫为你披上我的外衣
是你让我看透生命这东西四个字 坚持到底如果没有你我的生活回到一片狼藉是你让我翻破爱情的秘笈四个字 坚持到底不管有多苦 我会全心全力爱你到底

在风里 在雨里你的雨伞吹翻过去我绝对毫不犹豫为你披上我的外衣
是你让我看透生命这东西四个字 坚持到底如果没有你我的生活回到一片狼藉是你让我翻破爱情的秘笈四个字 坚持到底不管有多苦 我会全心全力爱你到底
当你看进我的眼里我的心颤抖不已请让温柔的说一句感觉累的时候 让我抱紧
是你让我看透生命这东西四个字 坚持到底如果没有你我的生活回到一片狼藉是你让我翻破爱情的秘笈四个字 坚持到底不管有多苦 我会全心全力坚持到底

遇见。。。我的心情

听见　冬天的离开我在某年某月　
醒过来我想　我等　我期待
未来却不能理智安排
阴天　傍晚　车窗外未来有一个人在等待
向左　向右　向前看爱要拐几个弯才来
我遇见谁　会有怎样的对白我等的人　
他在多远的未来
我听见风来自地铁和人海
我排着队　拿着爱的号码牌
阴天　傍晚　车窗外
未来有一个人在等待
向左　向右　向前看爱要拐几个弯才来
我遇见谁　会有怎样的对白我等的人　他在多远的未来我听见风来自地铁和人海
我排着队　拿着爱的号码牌
我往前飞　飞过一片时间海
我们也常在爱情里受伤害我看着路　梦的入口有点窄
我遇见你是最美的意外
终有一天　我的谜底会揭开

珍惜。。。。

海茫茫，你与他的相识、相知，这是缘。不管是爱情、友情皆是如此。当一份真挚的感情摆在我们面前时，我们总是以各种的理由搪塞或是避之不谈，不懂得珍惜。最后非要等到失去后才懂得珍惜，何苦呢///有些人碍于面子，就算两个人彼此喜欢着，却要在别人面前保持距离，怕别人说三到四吗///最后总是在不经意间和爱情擦肩而过。之后才懂得珍惜，何苦呢///有些人，自己明明喜欢着对方，却要假装不在乎。说一些似是而非的话，在对方面前将自己掩饰起来，让对方以为自己很难相处，或是在拒绝他。当爱情走远的时候，这才想起来珍惜，何苦呢///所以，既然喜欢他，就要告诉他，就要告诉对方自己心里的想法、感觉，不要刻意的去掩饰，在对方面前要展现出一个轻松、真实的自我。这样爱情才不会离自己越来越远。有些人，对方在自己身边时不懂得好好珍惜。对方的关心，被认为是爱唠叨；对自己的爱，觉的是一种负担，是在干涉自己，甚至觉得对方讨厌。但当对方真正离你而去时，才觉得对方已经在自己的心里生根发，已成为你生命中不可缺少的一部分。可是，爱已走远，还有办法挽回吗///人真是一个矛盾的感情动物，当自己拥有时，不好好的去珍惜、把握，等到失去后才懂得珍惜、后悔。所以，如果你的身边有那么一个他或她，切记，希缘，不要等到失去后才懂得珍惜。

Meant To Live

Switchfoot - Meant To Live

Fumbling his confidenceAnd wond'ring why the world has passed him byHoping that he's bent for more than arguments,And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much moreHave we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?Somewhere we live inside
Dreaming about Providence And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we've been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we're bent and broken, broken
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than this world's got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?We were meant to live for so much more
We were meant to live

缘分

缘分，这东东真的很神奇。。。对人类造成了许多．．悲欢离合．．．．．，遇到一个人竟然这样简单，爱上一个人也一样简单，然后呢?失去了什么?好像是青春不再，热情不再，好心情也便很少光顾，

人永远盲目地追求着幸福，快乐，财富。。。。。。也许还有很多。是否有人会停下脚步看看四周。。。珍惜所拥有的。。。

2009年的第一场小雨

2009年的第一场小雨！并不是我期盼的，相比较热天的时候，少了很多情绪，少了很多很多，多的只有点点忧伤还有怀念，下雨的日子空气污浊，阴霾的天空，再加上零零散散飞过的鸟类，身上潮湿的不仅仅是衣服，还有心情，最近很多不尽如人意的事情，希望这场不大的雨可以带走晦气，雨过天晴的时候一切都会好起来吗？看外面依旧有熙熙攘攘的人群路过，真的是风雨无阻啊人这一辈子，求的什么呢?有时很消极的想到死亡，可可是很少人能够这样容易寻死．．往往都是会打消念头，继续生活下去．．．为何．．．为何我会出身在这样的社会，苍天无眼啊？真的这样苦恼过，

SoMething THat never CaMe FroM My HEaRt....

I always told my friend that i wont ever write out my feeling...because i prefer tell out...

but nowadays i have a different thinking...

maybe i'm wrong for the past...apologize to all....sorry

sometimes i feel that telling out too much to others is very fake n not realistic...n ppl wont listen or believe on you..

From today onwards, i think i will be writing blog...........

this is the first time i wrote a blog....actually i dont really know what is blog.I just imagine that is just my diary....

is it a private diary or a public diary??will blog change my life??look forward for it......


tired of the realistic world.....

tired of the unknown future...

Doing what i can now.....change everything...


geno,